I have come to the conclusion that I have THE best family ever. You really don't realize what you have until it's gone, but now, I have to admit that my parents did a pretty good job and that little sisters aren't always so annoying. It is sad that it took living on my own to recognize this. I mean I always knew I had the most hard working dad and the most thoughtful and genuine mom, but now I understand the method to their madness. I knew that Emily was the fastest girl on the planet and had the spunkiest personality that qualified her to be my best friend. I knew Sarah was a little smartie, but man has she matured into the most beautiful and strong twelve year old to ever walk the halls of the Peck home. I missed these things but coming home makes you appreciate them so much more. Two months is a long time. I wish time would just freeze while I am gone, but that is just unrealistic. Time keeps a ticking and everything changes. There is a different feeling about Arizona now. Peoria will forever be my home, but home is where the heart is and mine currently resides in Logan. The people that I love most in this world and some incredible memories rest just outside of Phoenix but I know that it is just not where I belong anymore. As much as my heart hurts and aches to be there to protect my little sisters, I know Logan is where I am meant to be.
But that doesn't mean I won't drop in for a visit or two, to talk with The Queen herself or tackle my boys. I will always need a little Royce and Ryker fix. And you can never stop me from going to visit one of my absolute favorite people on this Earth. My Nonny. She is just a ray of sunshine. Everything about her makes you happy. She never forgets a thing and is always so excited to see you. She is a true example of Christ-like living and one of the greatest people I know. I love her more than words could describe. She holds my heart and I will forever be grateful for her example in my life. Of course I will always make time to visit with my grandparents. My awesome Grammy fixed my blankie that was made by her mom, my other beautifully perfect Nonny. I am so thankful for her in my life. If you know me at all, you know how much I love that blankie, so that meant the world to me. And going to my Grandma and Papa's house is a must. I love them so much. They are the best, I honestly cannot name a time when they weren't in my life cheering me on. I have learned so much from them and continue to learn from their example everyday. Arizona is like a mason jar filled to the brim with people I love and moments of my life I wouldn't change for anything.
Well, this has been a pretty scattered blog post, but I just want to wrap it up but saying I have the best life. How I got so blessed, I don't know, but I am so thankful for how my life has played out. I just have so many reasons to smile and that is all thanks to the wonderful people who made this weekend so special. I could not be more happy to know that I get to live with these people forever. We are bond together for eternity and that is the best thing I have ever heard.
Peoria will always hold so many memories that I will never forget, but for now I will have to say goodbye to the beautiful sunsets and focus on staying warm during the winters of Logan.
Taylor, stop making me cry! As much as it hurts to see my little homebody leave the nest, you are growing up so beautifully! I love reading your blogs! You are amazing.
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